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2008-05-08T07:20:00.000-07:00

whts ur frgging prob u ass. u wan do anythng i shant gif a damn.

2008-04-30T08:21:00.000-07:00

yupp looking thru these i realised how ignorant and blatant i am to the Lord. and i shant jus let a few anon ppl stop me from announcing my faith to him.

Psalm 84:11 - "For the Lord God is our sun and our shield. He gives us grace and glory. The Lord will withhold no good thing from those who do what is right."(NLT)

As teens, we face a lot of tough stuff every day. There is gossip, temptation, and more. Even if you have the toughest skin, sometimes it feels thin as pressures mound.

God can protect us and give us the strength to get through these tough times. If we keep our eyes focused on Him, he provides us with the things we need. We just need to allow Him to intervene - even if we don't always understand what He is doing or why He is doing it.

Proverbs 3:6 - "Seek his will in all you do, and he will show you which path to take."(NLT)

Direction. Many ppl feel the pressure to make choices... There are so many questions that it can get difficult to know which direction to go in.
However, if you take a moment to focus on God and His Word, you can get some clarity on right and wrong. You can even get some direction on what His purpose for you may be. While the phrase has become a little cliche, it still works to ask, "What would Jesus do?"

Matthew 28:20- "Teach these new disciples to obey all the commands I have given you. And be sure of this: I am with you always, even to the end of the age."(NLT)

Some people think that being a Christian means you are completely oppressed by unreasonable rules. Yet, looking more closely at the Bible, many of the rules make our lives a little better.

Still, we are not perfect, and we often need to look to God for strength, because temptations can be strong, but Jesus assures us that He is there to give us that strength. He is there for us, even when we don't realize it.

1 John 1:9 - "But if we confess our sins to God, he can always be trusted to forgive us and take our sins away."(CEV)

Continuing on our discussion of talking to God about our troubles and our sin, 1 John reminds us once again that God is there to help us. In this passage, we are able to focus on the fact that we can trust God above all others.

Sometimes Christian teens are coping with problems that they do not feel comfortable sharing with others. Yet God listens and loves us no matter what. We know He values honesty and we know he offers forgiveness. We just need to trust in Him and tell him the things we hold deep inside.

Ephesians 5:16 - "These are evil times, so make every minute count." (CEV)

There are a lot of things that can distract us from our faith, and keeping focus can be difficult. Christian teens can sometimes lose focus and get bogged down in the daily routine. Yet, we only have a limited time on earth.

God wants us to make the most of our lives. Acts of love and kindness are great ways to make th most of th time you have.

James 3:2 - "Indeed, we all make many mistakes. For if we could control our tongues, we would be perfect and could also control ourselves in every other way." (NLT)

There isn't a person tht hasn't made at least one mistake in his or her life. God knws tht we are an imperfect people, and tht is why He is able to forgive us for our indiscretions.
However, it doesn't mean that we should not try to make ourselves the best we can be in God's eyes. Spend some time this week to ask God to give you strength and self-control.

Matthew 3:2 - "Repent of your sins and turn to God, for the Kingdom of Heaven is near." (NLT)

Most Christian teens have made some pretty bad choices, and most Christians have sinned at some point in their lives. God is pretty forgiving, as long as we ask. Think of some things this week that you have done and ask God for forgiveness.

Then make a new commitment to do what you can to overcome the temptations and sin in your life.

Psalm 10:17 - "You listen to the longings of those who suffer. You offer them hope, and you pay attention to their cries for help."(CEV)

We all have tough times. We all have those moments when it feels like the world is against us. Suffering is part of the life of Christian teens, but God is always there to hear the cries of those who suffer.

When you are going through tough times, remember to turn your focus to God and allow Him to just listen.

1 Peter 1:13 - "So think clearly and exercise self-control. Look forward to the gracious salvation that will come to you when Jesus Christ is revealed to the world." (NLT)

The way you think really does affect the way you behave. One issuemany ppl have is exercising self-control.

There are temptations that abound, and it can be hard to keep your eyes focused on God. Focus your prayers this week on allowing God to give you strength to remain faithful, even in the most difficult situations.

Proverbs 3:5 - "With all your heart you must trust the LORD and not your own judgment." CEV

You're growing up, and, like many other ppl, you want to show how grown up you are by making some of your own decisions. However, don't forget to include God in making those choices. Even the oldest person should be looking to God for advice and direction in his or her life.

The more you ask God for help in the choices you make, the better and more rewarding your actions will be.

oh well:X how meaningful. this is moving. it brings abt a verge of emotions.

2008-04-26T19:42:00.000-07:00

wtf why are u such an atheist...and if u wna say abt smth den dun give me tht nebulous reply of urs. ppl still need to figure out wht ya mean:]

lols i realise tht life's a conundrum...when ppl really need some moral support no one is there to give it. but for all you knw, suddenly others will change topic. oh well...

before i forget, i shall sincerely thank mr d__. for spending time to revise with me. and other snrs who managed to provide me with rmotional support. :] thx soo much! though i cant say that a ceratin fact has changed completely, im glad tht it has changed for th better. and for tht i thnk those guys.

Source: smone's blog. :]
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me

When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender

Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king

2008-04-23T06:44:00.000-07:00

guess what. you affect me so much. to tht anon person. want tag den dont tag anonomous la wtf. smre wan say ppl den wht abt u. ppl haf th freedom of rights to say wht they want on blogs. so u shldnt gif a damn. dun lyk see, fck off la. just press alt+ F4 la. ok i admit i got hurt ppl b4 but so? i got change. n i did apologise n try to make up for it.
_________________________________________________________________________________
Oh, yeah, oh, yeah

If the heart is always searching
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone
I never make it on my own

Dreams can't take
The place of loving you
There's gotta be a million reasons
Why it's true

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

How long will I be waiting
To be with you again?
I'm gonna tell you that I love you
In the best way that I can

I can't take a day without you here
You're the light that make my darkness disappear

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes

Movin' on, I start to realize
I can reach my tomorrow
I can hold my head up high
And it's all because you're by my side

When you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side

When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just got to let you know
I never wanna let you go

'Cause when you look me in the eyes
And tell me that you love me
Everything's alright
When you're right here by my side

When you look me in the eyes
I catch a glimpse of heaven
Oh, I find my paradise
When you look me in the eyes, oh, yeah, ah

2008-04-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

oh i got the idea abt writing abt this frm melissa's blog...

yes its a sad truth tht ppl treat you lyk shit when they dunid u, ur assistance, company, guidance, dunid u as a member. dun nd u for any damn reason. &when u haf an advantage to them, wow. they treat you lyk u're priceless when they seriously have no one else who's willing to help them. lyk wtf. if u dun gif a damn abt ppl's assistance then u shld seriously shut th fck up. dun cum fragging ur slimy ass over n make use of ppl.

guess wht. in case ur minuscle brain dun contain this piece of info. YOU are born in this world for a PURPOSE. by hook or by crook, YOU fulfill tht purpose. or wht? u wna leave a fruitless life?

u knw its a super piss offer tht other's are actually being used or malign. whtever.
To know that your sole purpose in life is just to serve other people and let the them go all over you like some fcking piece of shit in front of others n at th back backstab u lyk hell. whts ur fcking problem la. got brain n feelings not? we are HUMANS. not some fcking piece of shit or toilet paper tht u flush down th damn toilet bowl aft use. gedid backstabber?

and pls dont get th ewrng idea. im nt directing this at anyone.

(or so it seems)

Anyway, its just downright unfair to do that: how'd you like to give it a try? See if you'll like me/he/she/it/whoever step all over you and just up and go.

2008-04-16T05:21:00.000-07:00

P/S: this is not meant to ridicule others. and i shall not name any names so no wild guesses pls.
just picture this: an innocent person, a year ago. met a person. after certain incidents happened, tainted th reflection. following tht, talks to tht person. they cn talk from nothing to anythng. den picture this. tht person goes thru squabbles wif th other. th person begins to ignore th other. treating tht person as just a mere existence of a pathetic lost soul who has yet to find the way home.

the next scenario. im pretty much pissed with this management. __is th top of th posts. __decides tht she shld slack.__decides tht she shldnt care much abt__*. __*feels dejected by th lack of care.__*starts to pester n irritating__. __dunlyk n wna get id of __* bt doesnt wna feel guilty if __* got probs. isnt __ this person so heartless?

and i realised smthings are priceless. take for example: trust. do u knw tht some ppl have so much trust in __ tht she blieves A LOT in __? i guess not or __ wld nt ignore __*.

whtevr. i think J__ is talking to J__ . and they have been having their own private discussion of __*. J__ feels top of th world tht smone is practically begging for help. J__ feels tht J__ is mre superior than __.

J__ decides tht J__ LYKS __ pestering to show position of authority. whtevr. __ isnt gna pester anymre.

and i seriously think tht st shldnt just walk out of cls often.
&she stared at the stars waiting for th glimspe of hope.

2008-04-11T20:01:00.000-07:00

have u heard of smth called a misered soul? if theres one i wld b one.:(

2008-04-07T04:52:00.000-07:00

sry ive nt been updating.

just so many things have been happening and i've not the time to take it all in stride. and without the proper support and stuff wht orser things can actually tske place?

n when u feel tht even god has left aside some obstacles for u. u wonder if he has been to hard to test ur faith in him.

2008-04-01T08:11:00.000-07:00

damn it i think i did smth to my muscles man. its lyk shooting bolts of electricity evry moment. im so lucky din turn out lyk vanessa. lols at least i cn still walk aft today. haha oh well count my blessings.

2008-03-27T07:47:00.000-07:00

see im efficient
update at 2places. lols wna set up another.

2008-03-26T05:54:00.001-07:00

why mus u be such a hateful soul??
like whtt do u exactly want frm me?!

cnt u jus live ur life n i'll live mine? no im nt refering to anyone nt even to the particular u. u shld feel bad for whtt u did unless u're a fcking asswhore without a godamn heart

2008-03-24T07:46:00.000-07:00

i'll make it straight. i have second thoughts abt u. i trust u and u seem to be making use of smthings. u seem not to care. n only bother to pretend to do so. wht exactly is tht u want.

zz u do it time n time agn. u do good den evil den repeat th whole proces again. wht do u think u can gain?
well, i tell u, nt even a grain.

U FUGLY ASSHOLE!!
nvm i shant b saying anymre vulgar to taint this entry for u

2008-03-21T07:49:00.001-07:00

in an attempt to not neglect this poor blog over here, i shall at least say smth.

for my can actually see.
http://www.xanga.com/weijuan

this its nt exactly complete.n its not even meant to b a blog. bt nvm.

n ive hafta admit tht im a xanga illiterate. lols nvm i cnt even insert a tagboard manx.

n if i can feel his presence n feel hia embrace, all would be well again, i guess.

2008-03-21T03:37:00.000-07:00

&i swear i will do better.

yes. you shant stop me. even if the sky falls n the earth collaspes. even if ive tried to open up n imprv or make some effort. n even if u help at first n pangseh in th end.

yes i shall find my sanctuary. bt it wld b btr wif ur help.

2008-03-16T06:22:00.000-07:00

z...cn this even b true? u're acting as a nice person in front of others but at th back, y isit jus so different. cnt even find a single reason y u hafta do tht. lyk seriously, nth to say.

wht did others do too. do u think tht by jus doing a simple act others wun notice? well, u're so wrng. aft all there are some ways to find out. yes u may find ways to hide ur displeasure, n i'll hide mine too.

i'll jus greet u wif a smile, n pretend nth has happen.

2008-03-12T23:24:00.000-07:00

i desperately need an angel. hu cn guide me to whre i shld belong.
whre theres peace n harmony without any conflicts basically.
somewhre whre ppl dun try to harm one another.

yes, i need somone hu cn understand me. hu cn assume th role of an elder guidaince. i wld b super grateful to tht person. i need smone, hu i cn confess n confide in. it wld b even btr if tht person appears in frnt of me. if tht person approaches me willingly, its even btr. yes i need some sorta mentor.

n its nv coming true i think.

god jus grant me a chance to b fulfilled of these, n i wld pledge my devotion to u. yes, its not whtevrer bullshit of wht. i rly mean it.

&there she is waiting for an angel hu cn bring her back to whre she feels she trully belongs...

2008-03-12T21:42:00.000-07:00

posting at xanga. yay. my publications of stories.

2008-03-11T00:09:00.000-07:00

wad is non-apparent is still non-apparent n whatever tht is has bcum so too. wht shld be made out of this isnt rly s what u think.

How these words have been placed in sequence will be made manifest in the reading of them. All needless matters have been eliminated, so that a history almost at variance with the possiblities of later-day belief maystand forth as simple fact.

There is throughout no statement of past things wherin memory may err, for all the records chosen are exactly contemporary, given from the stand-points and within the range of knowledge of those who made them.

wht am i saying tis for? to devulge wht is non-apparent to bcum a mere illusion to others.

2008-03-09T03:36:00.000-07:00

yay march camp over:]]
managed to pon my tuition!!

anyways the camp was actually quite fun esp the night trial, so different frm last yr's. msg oso make wenhui scream n hug me lyk siao larhh.

during aar bravo guys took super long to write their apprasials. den we sian diao le, worse still they wrote vulgarities n crap larh confirm piss ppl off. no wonder get pumped.
aft camp realised we din return all th puumpings seh. went back wif bocheng, benjamin, migin, xiaoxuan n ryan. lols ryan v poor thing kena stung by bee till swollen lyk siao. den bocheng v bad keep saying un-nice stuff abt snrs lols. aft all theyre guys wad to expect. lols.

2008-03-05T05:17:00.000-08:00

for goodness sake if u feel tht ur lesson is so darn intersting why nt teach urself the info ure trying to cram us wif?? u will die man.

i mean like seriously do u even noe ur stuff. like mus ask others for assistance smre. n complain to others jus for the sake of getting pitied. like if we're tht bad den too bad. cos we're jus lidat.

we're hu we are n there's no use changing us. dunlyk den find urself another sanctuary. we oso dunlyk u larhh. the faster evrythng ends the btr.

jus for u to knw: u suck.

2008-03-05T04:57:00.000-08:00

k qianying cck complex think gt sell trackpants. hu wan air humidifier or purifier tell me asap. den i bring.

in a rush nw so ya. wadeva i think cuming out first.

somethings ppl meant, think n say arent exactly the same.

numbed

2008-03-03T03:33:00.000-08:00

y do u hafta keep interfering wif affairs, to mess up others lives with ur spiteful remarks.

even though ohers might pretend not to take any notice, it isnt actually as it seems.
they might just choose to ignore or just shrug away those or even just give u a smile and walk away.

others might suffer in silence instead and dont deny that u feel proud for doing that. for affecting others- so deeply till they are feel numb by wad u say. or they may pretend to ignore u. to put on an air of self consciousness and ignore ur remarks n spitefullness for a long time.

do u have any idea how much agony tht is?

at least there are things to look forward to. some days, some events, even for a short period of time.

do u have any idea tht u r too much. no u dont. u use tht sarcastic manner. criticise others too.

for goodness sake wht u dont like i dont care. its only a matter f time before everything ends. tht for once is smth im glad. u make me ralise how cruel n unjust the world can be. its neither the beginning nor the ending. and its more than just an epic nor a journey.

do you even know how much agony and suffering is it? to be in silence for countless of years.

no, of course u dont.

2008-03-02T18:28:00.000-08:00

k update agn

y do u hafta keep interfering into others lives
whre i go do n watsoeva oso nid care

darn my results are sucky too

lols but at least theres th nice ppl too

without u life wld b a btr place
tyvm for snrs help

2008-02-27T04:23:00.000-08:00

finally able to pon lesson le
no need do serene teo's hist test:]] OMG extra day to revise:D

lessons able to pon: frm art onwards:DD

lols trainfire tmr:) hope its better den imt:)

2008-02-25T02:57:00.000-08:00

lols mre updates. did experiment wif fresh liver for bio. DAMN DISGUSTING SIA.

some ppl actually feel it smells nice when it sucks. lols their sense of smell is damn...

anyways ya did dance prac n ran arnd 4 serene teo finding wad time other cls remedial time end too lols.

found new PARTNER:]] N i've decided to think of a new name for our LOVELY BRAVO PLTN:]]

2008-02-24T18:28:00.000-08:00

k my first attempt din rly succeed.

but at least i found a new partner:]]
lols i think im flunking agn bt cnt help it.

at least i put in effort le

2008-02-21T02:24:00.000-08:00

k im updating agn. qianying my blog owas has nth de wad.

some stupid retard hu loves doing wateva he thinks its right. fck u lots sia. i will haf my payback. scared of u isit...

anyways the even more modern version of romeo n juliet:

JULIET: O' Romeo, Romeo...
ROMEO: Wads ur prob?
JULIET: I miss having...FISH HEAD CURRY!!
ROMEO: Den i'll get one for u n ram it up ur ass.
JULIET: Ohh how romantic...
ROMEO:...she's real lovestruck
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my chi tchar told us a few mistakes quite funny la.
th last yr sec2 one student made:
correct one:上课一条虫下课一条龙
apparently th student wrote:
上裸一条虫下裸一条龙
THERE'S ANOTHER:
CORRECT: 我前辈很努力下辈子就会很好
WRONG: 我上半身很努力下半身就会很精彩
LOLs lame but it helps ALOT when u jus had mre den 1hr of art n 2periods of lang arts n u're falling asleep.

2008-02-12T22:38:00.000-08:00

k updating agn...
shant say so much anyway...
those ppl hu noe shall noe...

2008-02-11T02:17:00.000-08:00

did this hidden meaning of ur name thingy frm pei woon's blog.

apparently my name means:

What Teo Wei Juan Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-02-03T04:01:00.001-08:00

do you noe??
i hate you so much
the mere thought of you is enuf to make me puke

for god sake its nt others its u.
for starters WHY YOU??
ask yourself:
wad u did u said?
yes tht person im talking abt has letters a, i. in the name.
IM LIKE SO FRICKING PISSED WIF YOU...
GUESS WAD YOU SUCK LIKE HELL...
i dun care if its insulting or wad.
hu gives others the right to call others by things tht u dun wna others to do to you??

you mean you actually feel its fun?! i see, insulting is fun...wtf...gd intentions bcum bad sia...
YOU OWN MANX:[[[

so wad if u mre snr?? snrs oso cn do wrng things...worse still if they dun admit theyre wrong n still argue abt their point.
even worst if smone points out the mistake n you heck dem...
wad you do?? you ask them fo their own things??!!

boy im glad i dno u well...

2008-02-02T04:57:00.000-08:00

ok here r some pic i found randomly:]

2008-02-02T04:43:00.000-08:00

k posting agn:D

saw xiuyun n company while at orchard today:]] like v coincidental, last time i went out oso saw xiuyun and company after we ate at some restaurant:D

anyways nc is getting mre fun:] just learned homad drill:DD its like the most fun de currently le.

I think this is the current duties le.

Treasurer- Shi Xin
Assistant – Sue-ann (jot down names of ppl who had paid money & took money from treasury)

Welfare Leader- Vanessa (aft school treats)
Wen hui and Migin (B’dae)

Organisation IC- Qian Ying and Xiu Yun

Drills IC- Pei Jia

*Overall IC and “extras” IC are taken away. respectively i WAS supposed to be the extra ic:[

anyways gg to haf test on romeo n juliet act1 scene1 le...sian diaos

2008-01-27T18:26:00.000-08:00

currently posting in sch...
stupid cc jus farted during national anthem jus nw lols. cls gt 2 new ppl frm taiwan...sian diaos...

2008-01-27T05:58:00.000-08:00

ok update time:]

Firstly got to thank my DEAR DEAR PLTNMATES for giving me a real cute mini t-shirt for my my birthday...
though it was a late present.
budden OMG! it fits perfectly on my king cavelier cross spaniel soft toy:]:]
it looks absolutely adorable:]
n yea gotta memorise man3 jiang1 hong2 by yue4 fei1 le:) lols anyways to those ppl tht haf forgiven me i won't let u guys down this time:D

LOVE FULL-METAL ALCHEMIST!!!:]

2008-01-24T02:51:00.000-08:00

gimme a chance and i'll change myself. gimme a chance for lifetime and i'll change completely... though it might be too late...nope its never...

2008-01-24T01:02:00.001-08:00

oh n b4 i forget thanks to natalie for helping me create this. though i think some parts are from tse sin:)

2008-01-24T00:58:00.000-08:00

Ok i dun suppose anyone bothers to read this anyway. but still im here...

smhow ive rlly offended ppl n yea sry 4 tt. at least im changing k?
hope tt this yr cn do much much btr...

2007-08-24T21:10:00.001-07:00

Okay as a result of many lame ppl impresonating me and tagging on my board, i shall make this announcement.

FOR TAG REPLIES, I SHALL NOT TAG ANYTHING ON THE BOARD BUT ON MY POSTS. kk? This is much easier to avoid misunderstandings.

Anyway alpha jiayous. we are getting btr...

&there she goes